害怕

By 林俊杰

我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差

我的爱
是说停不能停
已经浓得不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执着我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
这网里不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着

这首歌
我从很久很久以前就已经很喜欢
不知怎么把它忘了很久
再听一遍
有一种想哭的感动

闷气

闷气，
我总是向自己生闷气，因为很多时候身边的人没有罪。
不想他们无辜的被我的小姐脾气伤害到。

可更多时候，我只是不想伤害彼此之间的关系而选择不作声。
所以，不要挑战我的极限，我不出声，这代表我还珍惜我们的友谊。
可那不代表我会容许你一次又一次的践踏我的自尊。

IEP '09 G1

Great job done guys!! me so proud of you all!! ^^
Really glad to be able to train you guys for the past 3days!!
虽然你们都是第一次跳舞，也是第一次演出。。
却只用了三天的时间，就能完成《Apologize》这首歌，已经很厉害了。。
可是绝不是我的功劳喔，是因为你们大家的合作与配合，还有你们的认真与努力。。
坦白说，今早在 IEP '09 Class Presentation 里演出你们，真的真的很棒！！
我坐在台前目不转睛地看着，好感动哦。。=)
谢谢你们，让我有机会教你们，让我找回 IEP 的美好回忆，今年再次参与你们的 IEP。。
但愿大家能珍惜这段属于你们最棒的回忆，祝福你们！！
最后，我想衷心感谢这一群很可爱，很搞笑，很棒的 Group 1 dancers。。
惠冰、康怡、美怡、德锦、Irene、John、维祥、锦轩、赵辉、嘉豪。。
谢谢你们！！我以你们为荣哦！！加油加油！！XD

P.S. 谢谢你们的晚餐哦！！真的很搞笑，很开心，很温馨！！能认识你们真好！！^.^

Sweet

今天一大早爬起来
到KL帮妈妈处理一些事情
一个人走在不熟悉的道路
路痴的我走了很多冤枉路
终于办妥所有事情
结果又下起倾盆大雨
双脚快累到不行时，
你的出现是雨中的一丝温暖。

刚走到Ampang，
算得很准的电话问我要怎么回去，
来接我到捷运站的提议让我很意外。

因为从来没有想过，
而且真的很突然 XP
虽然从KL回来很疲惫，
但是突然又多了一件事情可以期待。

你出现，大雨中撑着雨伞前来，
车座旁放的是意料之外的热莫卡和外套
即使下雨天不是那么冷
这个举动真的还是贴心一百分
心超暖 ^^
能被呵护被在乎真的是很幸福的事。

捷运站楼梯上我们边喝边聊着
双手捧着热莫卡，
披着你的外套
心里好满足。

u are a sweet friend
thanks for what u did
even though u said that was all u could do
but it really meant a lot to me.

要开心哦 :)

我会的，
所以你也是。

Sleep

So...how much sleep do you need a day?

I used to need around 9-10 as a teen, which i guess is normal.
Then as I had to get used to 6 or less a night in Kajang, back then sleep was ultimate luxury.
Now lazing around at home, I sometimes sleep 9 hours again. hehe.
Oh no. Not good for the course I'm going to study.
I want to get used to 6-7 a night. I think that's perfect, not too much, not too little.
Long enough to get rest, yet short enough to have enough hours in the day to accomplish more stuff.
All I need is a little self-discipline... =)

Sleep well my lovelies!! ^^

年少轻狂

还记得那时我们说好 -- 七个人的梦想。

最终，却只剩我们三个人来实现。

生活里，总是难免有一些小小的遗憾。

或许，不完美也是一种完美。

没想到，三个人还是可以玩得如此尽兴。

好久没有这样释放自己，好久没那么开心。

因为有你们的陪伴，我才能做真正的自己。

这样就够了，我们的美好回忆，将伴随着我很久很久，永远铭记于心。

这趟旅程让我能好好充电，有力量与勇气面对接下来一连串的忙碌。

不管是难熬时，伤心了，或是累了，我都能继续往前走很远很远，我相信。

谢谢珊，谢谢电你。

谢谢你们，陪我渡过最贴近自己的旅程，遇见了最真实的你和我。^.^

槟城，Batu Feringgi

除了美食佳肴，最爱海边。

站在，大海之上。

尽情地感受着，大自然里，自在的自己，倾听自己，内心深处的声音。。

发现，我深深喜爱着那种感觉。

遥望着不知名的方向，纯白蓝天与茫茫大海联成一条平行线，好美啊。

就让我们任性地玩耍，尽情地欢笑，放肆的疯狂。=D

怡保，和丰

那两天两夜，时间仿佛静止了，与世隔绝，在那一刻，只有我们彼此。

偏爱，我们喝茶聊天的夜晚。

那一夜啊，月如猫芽，满天星光；那另一夜很晴朗。

我们聊着从前，相识的过去，一起的现在和期待未知的未来。

忘了，时间静悄悄地走过。。

那是一个微风轻拂，恋人相拥望星的好天气。

除了风很凉。那两夜，很美。^^

从来不怀疑，在每一段旅程的终点，却是另一段旅程的起点。

从海角天涯相遇的我们，在彼此的心中留下最美的烙印，创造出最灿烂的回忆。

愿，大家能珍惜这段相知相识，人生难得的年少轻狂。。

离别，是为了下一次再相聚。

我们微笑着说再会，期待着下次的相遇。。 =)

每次结束一段旅行，都能带着饱满的心情回来。

我喜欢旅行之后，脱胎换骨的心情。

或许世界依然是这样运转，但是我的心境已经改变，我，已经完全不同。。

很高兴，沿途有~ 你和你！！^__^

幸福的

會在心中持續發酵著

直到成熟的那天

驀然回首才發覺

那就是幸福的事

幸福

小时候
During our childhood
我们的幸福就是有棒棒糖吃和玩
Our happiness was the sweets to eat and play
年少时
When we were young
我们的幸福就是和志同道合
Our happiness was to have a common goal
的朋友谈笑风生
with a group of best friends to talk and laugh merrily
长大后
After we grown up
我们有时难以满足于现况
Sometimes we have difficulty with satisfaction and contentment
也变得不再幸福
and so we became unhappy
为甚么小时候和年少时
Why during our childhood and young age
我们那么容易就满足？
we were so easily to satisfied?
是不是那时的我们比较单纯
Was it at that time we were naive and pure
所以幸福？
So we can feel the happiness?
这都是每人的一生
This is the process of life
所会必经的过程
the process we have to go through,
有着不同阶段的快乐与悲伤
With different levels of happiness and sadness
所以
So,
我们须学会
We have to learn to
满足，放下
Be satisfied, let go
凡事都向好的方向去看
Look at things in a positive way
就会比较幸福些
Then we can live a happier life =)

Just 3 Days

Three days would be any normal days to some people. Believe it or not, in just three days, salt can turn to sugar. I don't wish to turn back our time. Instead, I wish for many more days like that. Memories will always be memories. That's how we can appreciate the time spent with each other. Or else, it would just be another day, passing by with no memories of whatsoever. Three days that I love. Thanks D!! Love you lots!! ^^

Love

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it careful round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless, - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable...The only place outside Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers...of love is Hell.

C.S. Lewis (The Four Loves)

不服

青蛙政治
大马独有的政治景象
妄顾人民利益的政客
往对己有利益的方向跳
将民主玩弄于手掌的政治恶相

亲爱的执政党
虽然你赢了4年的执政权
却输了也负了天下千千万万人民的心
我不服
还有天下千千万万的人不服
要赢，请用光明正大的手段
并非三滥九流的方法
选民不是笨蛋
不容许你们一次又一次无视人民的意愿
我们将你们所说，所做全都记录在心
就算你赢了今天
却输了未来
四年后的下一轮大选
自有分晓

大姐生日

梦境会褪色
繁花也会凋零
但你曾拥有过的
将会伴随着你永存
姐姐，生日快乐哦！！
祝你幸福美满，Love you!! =D

Just A Voice

Just a voice could melt the whole of me and make me sleepless again. Although I wish that I will never hear that voice again, but deep inside me, I know I'm willing to hear that voice. The voice belonging to that person will never know how much I needed and also despised that voice. How could a voice affected me that deeply? Bringing back the memories that I longed to lock it in my heart forever. How I wish that one day when I hear that voice again, I won't miss that sweet voice anymore. ah. stupid me. It's just a voice. ^^

Sharon

It was 10 years back, in AFC camp, i got to know her. and through these years, she became more than a friend to me. we both lead different kind of lifestyles, but yet our paths crossed and we cherish our friendship dearly. i thank God too, for a great friend like her. for the opportunities and efforts we made to be there for each other. to me, our friendship is a two way thing. and i guess that's why i treasure this friendship close to my heart. i'm glad to be able to smile and waved goodbye to her at the airport before she left for Perth. i am indeed honored to be there and it means alot to me as well.

Sharon, i just wanted you to know, no matter what, i will always support you, and i got your back just like you got mine. as you start a new journey in Perth, may you find in each new day, a new opportunity to bring you happiness. =)

As we say goodbye,
May you always know
the comfort of God's presence,
May His mercies ease
the burdens you may bear,
May His Spirit bring you peace
and guide your footsteps,
May you always be enfolded
in His care...
God Bless & keep you!!

With lots of love, hugs & kisses
Von ^.^

怀念

在久违了的聚会以后
我听着从前听过的歌
重温从前拍过的照片
看从前看过的书
我突然怀念从前
那时候的我和你
很好
很好
现在虽然我们都各分东西
但是
不知道你还记不记得
我们曾经有过
那么一段
美好的回忆

Bitter Feeling

I was pretty sure i was not angry but i couldn't help worrying the same thing will happen again, and again. or it could be.......i'm just being paranoid. Sigh. another item which i could add to my CNY's resolutions before it comes to an end. =.="