平常都好好的
毕竟这样的日子也挺习惯的
但是有时候还是会想要个依靠
只是想要靠着
或者被抱着
什么也不用说
那种安全感和自己习惯的坚强还是不一样的
i like the hugs
it makes people feel close and secure
我并不是因为心情不好
才有时候会有这种想法
只是简单的有感而发吧
可能因为 生活里头总会有不如意的事
可能因为 家里总是有些力不从心的事
可能因为 前几天都在补看实习医生 (Grey's Anatomy)
虽然说里面男女关系很乱 但还是有真挚的情感
有时候还是会被打动 或者想到一些事情
比方说，感叹一下没有依靠，之类的（笑）
看到他们在脆弱时 有可以嚎啕大哭的对象
有可以依靠 有可以给自己长长拥抱的人
我真的还是不禁感叹了一下
我经常在看实习医生时 从一开始一直笑
到许多集结束时一直哭
影集中有很多人性的东西
有很多模棱两可 没有绝对是非对错的灰色地带
有亲情友情爱情 有生离死别 不舍 还有遗憾
经常使我流泪
我想放任眼泪在一个人的时候没有拘束地流
毕竟为剧情哭泣对我而言是非常合理的理由
只是我也不懂为什么有时候
一个人的时候还是会压抑眼泪
何必呢？
也或许只是一种习惯吧。
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
Monday, 21 September 2009
遗忘
有时候，遗忘，是令人快乐的。
什么时候？当然是有人伤了你心的时候。
存心伤你心的那人，固然是故意和你过不去；
但是，被伤了心而一直耿耿于怀的你，却是自己和自己过不去了。
想想看，他都已经伤害了你，难道你还要以念念不忘的方式来凸显他对你的重要性吗？
所以，记性不太好的人，通常会是比较快乐的人，也是比较不容易被别人击倒的人。
朵朵小语
什么时候？当然是有人伤了你心的时候。
存心伤你心的那人，固然是故意和你过不去；
但是，被伤了心而一直耿耿于怀的你，却是自己和自己过不去了。
想想看，他都已经伤害了你，难道你还要以念念不忘的方式来凸显他对你的重要性吗？
所以，记性不太好的人，通常会是比较快乐的人，也是比较不容易被别人击倒的人。
朵朵小语
Sunday, 20 September 2009
幻想
我幻想木纳的你驾着你那银色的轿车来到我面前。
然后说声“惊喜” ，附上我经常向往的拥抱。
等待的壹佰二十分钟里，显得特别漫长。
我也似乎真的看见了你。
雪白的牙齿，有点长的刘海，还有两天未刮的短胡渣。
你的大手总是习惯的放在我的腿上。
口里淡淡的说我煮的粥不够香滑。
我笑笑回答说以后会努力学好再烹调。
咕咕钟响起的那刻，我从梦里醒了过来。
没有惊喜，没有拥抱。眼泪徐徐滑下。
我怪自己胡思乱想。
纯属虚构的小品文
然后说声“惊喜” ，附上我经常向往的拥抱。
等待的壹佰二十分钟里，显得特别漫长。
我也似乎真的看见了你。
雪白的牙齿，有点长的刘海，还有两天未刮的短胡渣。
你的大手总是习惯的放在我的腿上。
口里淡淡的说我煮的粥不够香滑。
我笑笑回答说以后会努力学好再烹调。
咕咕钟响起的那刻，我从梦里醒了过来。
没有惊喜，没有拥抱。眼泪徐徐滑下。
我怪自己胡思乱想。
纯属虚构的小品文
Saturday, 19 September 2009
AFC Penang '09
This was how we had a meaningful Merdeka weekend in Penang. :)
All For Chirst (AFC) together with Christ Church, Penang, jointly organized a mini bootcamp from the 29th ━ 31st August 2009. 14 AFC members gathered at St. Paul’s Church PJ and left for Penang by bus at 10:00pm on 28th August 2009. We arrived at Christ Church, Penang at 4am. The objective of the mini bootcamp was primarily to assist Christ Church in encouraging and reaching out to new/non Christian youths from their Chinese speaking congregation. Besides that, it was an effort to promote the AFC Bootcamp in December.
The mini bootcamp officially started on 29th August 2009 with a total of 37 campers from Christ Church, Penang. We began the camp with an ice-breaking session where the campers, and the AFC team, got to know one another. AFC led the dance training sessions. There were 4 items taught; namely Think About His Love (corporate sign language song), Shackles (dance), Hallelujah Praise (dance), and Hands (skit). Because of the very limited time, the AFC trainers put in a lot of effort to train the campers while the campers did their best to learn the dance steps. A presentation of the dances was held on the night of 30th August 2009 with parents and church members being the audience. The core team of AFC also presented half of an AFC Master Remix, as a preview of a dance item that would be taught during the upcoming AFC Bootcamp 2009.
During both the English and Chinese Sunday service, AFC had a slot where we introduced ourselves, presented a sign language item (Our Hearts), a short skit (The Lord’s Prayer, translated for Chinese service) and played a short video of what AFC has been doing during our past year-end outreaches to old folks’ home and shopping malls. During the night session on 29th August, Daniel Chai spoke (translated by Evonne Siew) about our identity as children of God, what God has done for us through Jesus Christ, what our response should be and how we are to follow Him. This was linked to the sharing of God’s love and serving Him through performing arts. The night session ended with a time of ministry. Morning devotion sessions were led by Christ Church youth leaders.
Feedback from Christ Church has been encouraging. The mini bootcamp made an impact on the youths of Christ Church. They are excited and encouraged to use their dance and acting in service to the Lord. Also, a group of older youths considered making a come back. We are thankful to Christ Church Penang for their wonderful hospitality, and also to all who were involved in this outreach, including the parents and older ones who came along and helped with everything. Special thanks to Evonne Siew who did all the translation work despite the short notice.
We want to thank God for the opportunity to carry out His work and to do whatever we can for Him. We also want to thank Him for the enthusiastic campers that came for the 3-days camp held during the Merdeka weekend. We had a good time of fellowship with the campers and also tightened the bond between the AFC members. Last but not least, we want to thank God for His grace and mercy that we, as His servants, were able to have this opportunity to show others His greatness and love.
Prepared by,
Jovenne Lai (Project Manager)
All For Chirst (AFC) together with Christ Church, Penang, jointly organized a mini bootcamp from the 29th ━ 31st August 2009. 14 AFC members gathered at St. Paul’s Church PJ and left for Penang by bus at 10:00pm on 28th August 2009. We arrived at Christ Church, Penang at 4am. The objective of the mini bootcamp was primarily to assist Christ Church in encouraging and reaching out to new/non Christian youths from their Chinese speaking congregation. Besides that, it was an effort to promote the AFC Bootcamp in December. The mini bootcamp officially started on 29th August 2009 with a total of 37 campers from Christ Church, Penang. We began the camp with an ice-breaking session where the campers, and the AFC team, got to know one another. AFC led the dance training sessions. There were 4 items taught; namely Think About His Love (corporate sign language song), Shackles (dance), Hallelujah Praise (dance), and Hands (skit). Because of the very limited time, the AFC trainers put in a lot of effort to train the campers while the campers did their best to learn the dance steps. A presentation of the dances was held on the night of 30th August 2009 with parents and church members being the audience. The core team of AFC also presented half of an AFC Master Remix, as a preview of a dance item that would be taught during the upcoming AFC Bootcamp 2009.
During both the English and Chinese Sunday service, AFC had a slot where we introduced ourselves, presented a sign language item (Our Hearts), a short skit (The Lord’s Prayer, translated for Chinese service) and played a short video of what AFC has been doing during our past year-end outreaches to old folks’ home and shopping malls. During the night session on 29th August, Daniel Chai spoke (translated by Evonne Siew) about our identity as children of God, what God has done for us through Jesus Christ, what our response should be and how we are to follow Him. This was linked to the sharing of God’s love and serving Him through performing arts. The night session ended with a time of ministry. Morning devotion sessions were led by Christ Church youth leaders.
Feedback from Christ Church has been encouraging. The mini bootcamp made an impact on the youths of Christ Church. They are excited and encouraged to use their dance and acting in service to the Lord. Also, a group of older youths considered making a come back. We are thankful to Christ Church Penang for their wonderful hospitality, and also to all who were involved in this outreach, including the parents and older ones who came along and helped with everything. Special thanks to Evonne Siew who did all the translation work despite the short notice.
We want to thank God for the opportunity to carry out His work and to do whatever we can for Him. We also want to thank Him for the enthusiastic campers that came for the 3-days camp held during the Merdeka weekend. We had a good time of fellowship with the campers and also tightened the bond between the AFC members. Last but not least, we want to thank God for His grace and mercy that we, as His servants, were able to have this opportunity to show others His greatness and love.
Prepared by,
Jovenne Lai (Project Manager)
Friday, 18 September 2009
Mommy
Mom, I should tell you more often
how much I love you and how lucky I am
to be your daughter,
because the feelings are always in my heart...
So much that's good about my life today
comes from having a mom who cared enough
to raise me right and has loved me through thick and thin...
For all the big and little ways
your wisdom and caring have made a difference in my life,
I Love You, Mom!!
Have a wonderful Birthday!! ^^
Sunday, 13 September 2009
小时的他
有没有想过，一个和你过了十五年的朋友，会是什么样的。我，身边有几个。
其中一个名叫克坤，是我的邻居。总觉得，我们称不上为青梅竹马。
因为，我们并没有童话故事里头，或电影里头所描写的青梅竹马一样。
小的时候，我们都讨厌对方。呵呵。。别问我原因。
男生女生，小的时候，大概就是那么一回事。
很期待再一次看见他，因为每一次都有不一样的感觉。
他，真的一直在成长，让我觉得，我自己停下了脚步。
认识很久的朋友，真的不需要常见面，常聊天。
就象我们一样。。偶尔聊聊，那就够了。那份心意，依然存在。
嗯。。是时候应该调整自己的脚步了。^_^
其中一个名叫克坤，是我的邻居。总觉得，我们称不上为青梅竹马。
因为，我们并没有童话故事里头，或电影里头所描写的青梅竹马一样。
小的时候，我们都讨厌对方。呵呵。。别问我原因。
男生女生，小的时候，大概就是那么一回事。
很期待再一次看见他，因为每一次都有不一样的感觉。
他，真的一直在成长，让我觉得，我自己停下了脚步。
认识很久的朋友，真的不需要常见面，常聊天。
就象我们一样。。偶尔聊聊，那就够了。那份心意，依然存在。
嗯。。是时候应该调整自己的脚步了。^_^
Friday, 11 September 2009
原来我也能
很多时候，人们总是被别人的声音，别人的意见蒙蔽双眼。
很多时候，我们并没尝试，但却很确定的告诉别人“我们不能”。
或许，信心很重要，有信心完成和达到目标，那是好的。
但是，自信心更重要。
没有自信心，连踏出第一步都会胆怯。
很多时候，我们并没尝试，但却很确定的告诉别人“我们不能”。
或许，信心很重要，有信心完成和达到目标，那是好的。
但是，自信心更重要。
没有自信心，连踏出第一步都会胆怯。
Thursday, 10 September 2009
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
The Least Of Them
Hey guys, sorry it has been a while for those of you that keep up. things have been pretty busy here at college lately. However, I am back. :)
Just wanna share a little incident that happened the day before yesterday, when I was on my way back to Kajang with my friends. we saw a blind man stopped along the road after we passed the KTM station. we thought he was trying to cross the road to the other side, so we decided to pull over and help. then we found out he was trying to find a restaurant to have his dinner and to our surprise, he had no money to buy dinner. so we offered him a ride to the chinese restaurant nearby, and bought an old Christian book from him, so that he can pay for his dinner. when we got there, we bought him dinner as well. I was kinda reluctant to leave him there, cuz I was worried how he was going to get back to the KTM Station. but he said he will get someone else to help him, as he didn't want to make us wait. and he thanked us many times and said goodbye. in the end, we left after he settled down.
Bible says, "But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing." the reason I share with you this incident, is not to annouce the good deed we have done. but during the encounter with he blind man, I was reminded of what Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me." when we left him at the restaurant, I believe and have faith that, there will be someone else like us, who will help him too. so, what would you do for the least of them?
前天，跟Lynn和珊从MV回加影，经过火车站时，看见前方有个盲人站在马路旁，我很自然的慢慢踩刹车，然后停在马路正中央。我们派珊下去尽快协助他过马路，才发现原来他是想去吃晚餐。想想那里距离美食堂有一段路，而且他有不便，我们决定载他一程。他一上车不停地感谢我们，也说他其实没有钱吃晚餐，所以我们跟他买了一本旧书来换他的饭钱。也许有的人会觉得他在敲诈我们，可是有些时候，你就是会知道一个人是否在欺骗你。当然，我们仨相信他。到了美食堂，待他坐好后，Lynn帮他点餐，最后也帮他付了晚餐的钱。我们问他，待会怎样回去火车站时，他却说会找别人帮忙，不想麻烦我们等他。安顿他以后，我们也道别了。那时，我有点不忍心就这样走的，可是想一想，一定会有人像我们一样帮他的，我坚信。如果当时你也在场，那个人会不会是你呢？
Just wanna share a little incident that happened the day before yesterday, when I was on my way back to Kajang with my friends. we saw a blind man stopped along the road after we passed the KTM station. we thought he was trying to cross the road to the other side, so we decided to pull over and help. then we found out he was trying to find a restaurant to have his dinner and to our surprise, he had no money to buy dinner. so we offered him a ride to the chinese restaurant nearby, and bought an old Christian book from him, so that he can pay for his dinner. when we got there, we bought him dinner as well. I was kinda reluctant to leave him there, cuz I was worried how he was going to get back to the KTM Station. but he said he will get someone else to help him, as he didn't want to make us wait. and he thanked us many times and said goodbye. in the end, we left after he settled down.
Bible says, "But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing." the reason I share with you this incident, is not to annouce the good deed we have done. but during the encounter with he blind man, I was reminded of what Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me." when we left him at the restaurant, I believe and have faith that, there will be someone else like us, who will help him too. so, what would you do for the least of them?
前天，跟Lynn和珊从MV回加影，经过火车站时，看见前方有个盲人站在马路旁，我很自然的慢慢踩刹车，然后停在马路正中央。我们派珊下去尽快协助他过马路，才发现原来他是想去吃晚餐。想想那里距离美食堂有一段路，而且他有不便，我们决定载他一程。他一上车不停地感谢我们，也说他其实没有钱吃晚餐，所以我们跟他买了一本旧书来换他的饭钱。也许有的人会觉得他在敲诈我们，可是有些时候，你就是会知道一个人是否在欺骗你。当然，我们仨相信他。到了美食堂，待他坐好后，Lynn帮他点餐，最后也帮他付了晚餐的钱。我们问他，待会怎样回去火车站时，他却说会找别人帮忙，不想麻烦我们等他。安顿他以后，我们也道别了。那时，我有点不忍心就这样走的，可是想一想，一定会有人像我们一样帮他的，我坚信。如果当时你也在场，那个人会不会是你呢？
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
Shan's 21st
Shan, I couldn't ask for a better friend than you, On your birthday, thought i'll tell you...
With you, I can be me.
I can act silly without feeling self-conscious,
I can cry without feeling embarrassed,
I can tell you my greatest hopes and plans,
with the deepest feeling of trust...
I can be myself when I'm with you,
Because I know you'll always accept me,
just the way I am.
And that's why - you and your friendship,
mean so much to me.
Thinking about the wonderful best friend you are,
and wishing you the happiest birthday you can imagine.
I hope your birthday,
brings you joy and happy memories...
Because that's what your friendship has brought to me.
Blessed Birthday, my dear best friend!! (^_^)
Tuesday, 1 September 2009
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