Breakin' For JC

Today was the last breakdance class with one of our instructor Mike which was held in church. as Joel has a greater vision and purpose for us, so we will be moving all the training to the Jazzercise Studio in KL. but as to the schedule of the classes, it's still not really confirmed. nevertheless, hope that this will be able to work out as all of us together with other passionate christian dancers can come together and groove for God!! like Joel's vision for the team G4G, Grooving 4 God. anyhow, all of us turned out at today's class. hehe. we ran through everything we learnt. from the down rock to all the freezes and all. so was quite tiring. haha. but it was fun and it feels good when you can hold the stands and freezes. at least you know that there's improvement and also achievement. hehe. but i'm gonna miss our instructor Mike, as he has been our instructor for quite some time. perhaps more that 6 months or more i guess. and he stayed with us longest. so we're all really very comfortable with him already. you know, just used to him with us. anyway, i'm looking forward to Joel's new trainings though. as we always need to move on, into more intensive trainings and all, so that we may be able to really glorify God in the end!! Always breakin' for JC!! = P

Sweet Company

i had a great time with Xue today. hehe. though the movie wasn't that great but the company was really very enjoyable. haha. next time we'll go for a better one eh?? hehe. i'm really blessed to have so many good friends around me. really thank God for them. and thank God for Xue too. she's really a special girl and of course a nice friend. never thought i will meet someone like her again. hehe. i guess somehow we just clicked together. there's a special sparkle between us and our frienship grew stronger each day. just wanna remember this date we had together. i'll keep all our sweet memories with me always. luv ya!! =P

Jan and i meet up last weekend. as we didn't really get to spent time together lately, i think it means alot for the both of us. well, true friends will grow together despite of time, diff backgrounds and all, isn't it?? and we also got to enjoy a nice movie. hehe. at least we loved it. haha. whatever it is, we know that we still got each other. will keep you in my prayers always Jan. stay strong and keep standing!! hehe. =)

Battle Of The Year '06

Yo!! it's time for Battle Of the Year again!! this year's BOTY was held in 1 Utama new wing extrance. was only able to make it for the finals on the 16th, yesterday. the 15th was the qualifiying round. there's one-on-one battle and battle of the crews. it was really an eye opener. never really thought that there'll be good breakers in Malaysia honestly. most of the breakdance videos on the net was from other countries. so was kind of unbelieveable to be able to see it live in Malaysia. haha. and i have to say that the breakers are talented. and to my surprise, i actually know the top breakers in Malaysia. met Zain during the CDFM persentation in Genting, also known as B-Boy Zen who won the champion title for the one-on-one battle. no doubt he's a top breaker. he deserves that title man. he amazed the crowd with all his power moves like flair, windmill, airtrack and all the air freezes and stands. but was a little disappointed cuz B-Boy Zech who was my instructor didn't manage to get into the final. he really good skills and is a really good breaker but somehow he was just a little unlucky. haih. but anyway, his team won the Team Battle. Special Force Dator from Urban Groove won the champion title for the Team Battle. and Zain was in the crew too. so obviously as Joel's student, i'll definately support the breakers from UG. hehe. and congrats to Joel as his team of UG boys won in both the categories. it's really great achievements. met with Joel and had a few words with him but was too caught up to find a good spot to record the competition cuz that time was close to the final battles already. so i sort of like walked away in a hurry. but only to realize now that it was the perfect time to take a pic with him actually. cuz we were just at the side. missed it!! argh. haha. well, what to do, can only hope for the next time. anyway, i am really motivated in breaking!! =)

well, also sent AW off, back to Aus yesterday morning. though she only stayed in Mal for about 3 weeks plus, but was glad to meet up with her and WY the day before yesterday. as AW was leaving the next day, so the 3 of us really enjoyed the time we can spent that day. i really had a great time with my 2 dear "Lou Po"s. hehe. as usual, we took the sticker photo. looks like it became the thing we must do everything AW comes back home. hehe. aiyo, now i'm missing them already. can't wait till AW comes back in Nov and the next time i can meet up with WY and her. haha. do take care gurls!! =P

CDFM International Conference '06

It has really been a long time since i'd perform for God. and this time not through AFC but it's as CDFM team instead. so it was a total diff experience honestly. nevertheless, i really longed to perform in Jesus' Name!! you know just to have the joy of dancing for the Big Guy up there, is somthing i will trade with anything i have. unless you're focused on God alone and not distracted by pride, only you'll be able to have the really joy of dancing. and it's this joy was simply amazing. you can even imagine God looking down from heaven with a smile on His face!! this trip to Genting on the Malaysian Night which is on the 10th was really diff. and it'll be an unforgetable one. as our instructor was non other than Joel Tan himself. we trained for this event about 2 months ago. and during the presentation, Joel were there too. so it's my first time performing "together" which our instructor, therefore it means alot. hehe. but anyway, i know my purpose. just that his presence was more like a support to all of us. once again, really thank God for this opportunity to dance in His Name!! and after our item, Joel and his boys performed break dancing. and it's also my first time watching Joel perform, so it was really cool and nice. haha. no doubt Joel is a good dancer. and my last first time is, i'd finally got to snap a pic with Joel. haha. after knowing him like 1 year?? hehe. no forgetting Zech who was one of our instructors too. btw, another highlight was before the presentation, the few of us was doing our warm ups and Joel and his boys came and joined us. so we saw them doing all their power moves, from flair to windmill to air track and so on. its was really good wei!! haha. no doubt they can really break. hehe. and ohh, it was chill up there too. haha. i really had a great time!! =P

I'm Back

Phew, i know i had been missing in action for 2 months. hehe. but good news is, i'm back again!! haha. so how things been going?? suddenly, it's such a big question to me. hehe. yeah. alot happened in just 2 months. well, this is life i guess. haha. now i don't know where to start. hmm, sounds familiar. anyway, will try things slowly. okay, i'm having holidays now. but sad to say that today is the last day. haih. and the best part is, i'm starting out with exams next week. honestly, really don't feel like it. haha. after 2 weeks of holiday, who will huh?? hehe. anyhow, i better get going now. need to study. oh, this really doesn't sound like me eh?? well, you got to get use to it. at least for this year. haha. nevertheless, its great to be back!! take care y'all!! =P

To Let Go

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more.......

Thank You

Thank you for you love throughout the years.
How else could i become what i've become?
All your plans and hopes and even fears
Now come together in what i have done.
Know that i am grateful for your love.
Your hard work is mirrored now in mine.
On you all my accomplishments must shine.
Underneath my pride, your spirits move.

Exam Week

Yo!! how are you guys?? hope that you're doing great. i know it's been quite some time since my last update, but was really caught up with things. cuz for me, it's exam exam exam. haha. so won't write too long today. just wanna hang out around before going back to my books. hehe. by the way, i won't be able to update my blog too. for the upcoming weeks. or perhaps months. God knows why. hehe. but don't worry, will try to get back asap. okiez, i guess my time is up here. haha. Jensen, i know what you're going to say. =P. hehe. okay guys, do take good take care till we meet again. Chiao! =)

Time To Say Good Bye

It's always hard to say good bye to our loved ones, isn't?? my heart is troubled. today, i had to say good bye to 2 whom are dear to my heart. somehow, i never really like going to the airport, especially to send someone off, as i'm always aware that my heart will be heavy on the journey back. i had mixed feelings as i saw you walked and disappeared from my sight.

Dear Pern,
i'm really glad that i was able to be there for you this morning. and thank God that i can send you off as this is the the most i can do for you here. as much as i would love to have you around with me everyday, i would also hope and pray that you're always happy and taken good care of. hehe. therefore it's really hard to let you go, but i know that you'll have a brighter and better future as you further your studies. this is the path that everyone needs to take, including myself. we all have our own lives to live, and i really pray that despite moving on to all the different stages of our lives, we will also be able to move on together with our friendship. i know that you were really touched to see me this morning. but i just want to let you know that, being there with you means a lot for me too. really. like i said, because it is you. because of you, i would go all out for you and nothing of this world or in this world will take me away from you, besides God of course. i believe. because i'd always believe that to love is also to sacrifice. and so my dear best friend, i want you to be happy always and to have all the best blessings in life. and because of you, whatever i do for you will always be worth it for me. really. hehe. and please know that, i never hoped or wanted you to repay me for all the things i did for you. true friends don't look into these things, because the only thing that truly matters is the heart. and as i told you before, as long as you'll keep me in a small part deep within your heart, it'll be more than enough for me already. and this is the only thing i ask for from you. so can i stay at a small part in your heart?? hehe. i think i know your answer. and finally, thanks for everything you did for me too, for a friendship can never last without both parties loving, sacrificing and keeping it. so as tough as life would be over there, and whenever you're tired and weary, just stop and think about your family and all of us who loves you very much over here. and with all these thoughts and the precious memories, i believe, it will help you through the tough and hard times for a long period of time. anyway, remember to put on more clothes as the weather is cold over there ya. and make sure you drink lots of water and get enough sleep everyday k. will be praying for you always. hehe. and i'm missing you very much now. really. can't wait to see you when you get back after 6 months. do take care and i luv you always!! 好好加油吧，记得一定要幸福快乐啊！=)

Dear Purple,
i guess we both know very well and deep down inside our hearts that it's time to let go. though i seemed to accept this fact quite calmly, but deep within i'm also broken like you. and i know that you felt it. thanks for coming back and it really means a lot to celebrate your birthday with you yesterday. and i just want to let you know that, i'll always keep a part of you with me. and you'll always be special and dear to my heart. you are important to me. and so, come what may, we will always be in each other's lives as best friends. for best friends are forever. hehe. i'm really grateful to have you in my life and i'm always thankful to have someone like you. like they say, "what is MOST VALUEABLE in life is not what you have, but it's WHO you have in LIFE!". and one day if it's really God's will, we will meet again, right?? and if that day really comes, i know we'll be able to stay strong together. hehe. i'll always keep you in my prayers too. hehe. and i want you to know that i miss you lots!! luv ya!! =P

谁不希望有个 Happy Ending ?

Happy Valentine's

Yo!! Happy Valentine's Day!! although i don't really celebrate today, and was quite surprised about the roses, but i did enjoyed myself anyway. hehe. it's just really sweet. and i'm glad to see you, Purple. really. you did gave me a big surprise. Owen, thanks a lot for the ferrero roches. hehe. and to you guys, thanks for the roses. though i think it's not worth the price especially on today, but just wanna thank you guys once again for the sweet purple roses. it's really nice of you guys to remember my favorite purple. hehe. anyway, got to go now, hope you all enjoyed your day!! SMILE!! =P

Good Bye

Yo!! how's your holiday?? had fun?? well, as for me, enjoyed it, but was really unexpected in the mean time. so here goes. =)

MONDAY, JANUARY 30, 2006
AW leaving to Aus today. gave her a big surprise when i appeared in KLIA to send her off. hehe. hope that you understand and feel why i went all the way there to send you off. will miss you like crazy. am missing you now actually. hehe. hugs. =P

cuz i went to KLIA, and so my family had to wait for me in order to leave KL for Ipoh. so my mom reacted just like how all mothers would. after the lecture in the car which was about 3 hours journey, finally got some peace. hehe. it's nice to visit Ipoh again. =P

WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 1, 2006
dear Purple, i guess it's really time already, isn't it?? i know we will still be in each other's lives no matter what, right?? just want you know that, i'll be here always, just like all these years. and all the memories we shared, will be remembered. promise me you'll be happy always, and don't give up so easily ever time you feel like giving up, ok?? will be praying for you always. miss you lots. =P

THURSDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2006
came back from Ipoh today, just wanted to rest. cuz i didn't really get enough rest, and having rashes since yesterday. can't believe i'm actually allergic to alcohol. haha. just found out. haih. a long long long day. can't belive that this holiday is coming to an end. why does time flies?? why don't time walk, or maybe crawl. hehe. anyway, meet up with an old friend who left for Singapore few years back. enjoyed the dinner. =)

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 3, 2006
visited our economics and accounts teacher. hehe. got another 2 extra ang pows. was sort of like class gathering. just that not everyone was there. hehe. hope that we can have this kinda gathering every year cuz i really enjoyed myself with my classmates and teachers. hehe. =P

well, as for today, was quite occupied the whole day. had meeting in church and went out for dinner. just came home. hehe. really need to find time to relax. hehe. but i'm very worried now, as the break dance class will be resuming tmr after 2 months break. and during that 2 months, i honestly didn't do stretching or training or what so ever at all. and i promise, tmr when Joel, our break dance instructor see us, he'll be speechless. aiyo, i really don't want to disappoint him, you know. guess, we'll have to start all over again. crab. haih. anyway, i bet my whole body will be aching by tmr. haha. haih. can't do much now, hope that things might be better that i expect. btw, dear Purple, just want to say good bye. smile ya. hehe. better get going. hehe. take care! =)

不该再用我的爱困住你 , 不该再让你眼中有泪滴...

也许我们从此不再相遇 , 永远记得你微笑的眼睛...