无声

有一些无声的话语
只有寻梦的人彼此听得到

天空不蔚蓝

梦里，我的眉毛很稀疏
拿着眉笔画了很久，还是浅浅的
我想说即使再丑， 我也愿意
我尝试忘掉旅程中那丑陋的脸孔，恶毒的嘴唇
还有那种理直气壮却说不出道理的嘴脸

我开始觉得厌倦

那个在教堂前被无辜绑着幸运手绳的我
只觉得，幸福真的来得那么容易吗
突然觉得天空不再蔚蓝
蓝天好像走远了
窗外刮起了阵阵狂风
和我一样
她为着那无谓的在烦恼

忧心

他最后的温柔

重复说着的人
似乎没有真的痛过
逝去的爱情
变成了凄美的外衣
换取关爱的交换品

他明了的那天
心虚的无法自己

该是沉默的时候
从嘴里把那一段我们上锁

也许再也于事无补
只是开始莫名的想
给逝去的爱情
一点点最后的温柔

她最后的温柔

什么样的安慰
能把眼泪分解
什么样的同情
可以愈合心碎
那隐隐的痛
淋过雨的人才懂

不停的呕吐
只是暂时麻醉混乱的心

但该是沉默的时候
将那一段我们
擦拭干净
从嘴里上锁

也许逝去的爱情
最适合的地方
是待在安静的角落里

感激不尽

谢谢 Lynn 的帮忙，you'll be a great PR person in future. :P
谢谢 Whisky 答应接下如此 last minute 的中秋演唱，owe you so big for this.
and I really appreciate it very much. Thanks alot in advance. :D

心疼

熟悉的场景
一样的我们
不同的是你的眼泪
和我的心疼。

前天收到你的简讯
电话里沙哑的声音
今天上完课去见你
一开始都还算正常
见了面也没有异状
直到剩下两个人的时候
你才卸下面具
落下一串又一串的泪珠。

「我们真的分手了」，你说。

你像坏掉的收音机
不停重复着一样的问题。
「他为什么自己就下了分手的决定，不跟我讨论？」
「他当初说一定有办法解决的，为什么现在这样？」
「他当初就知道无法做到，为什么还要许下承诺？」
「我能做的什么都做了，他为什么不肯回来？」

我说，其实大部分人分手都是这样
都是已经心里下了决定才会告知对方的
很少有提分手的当下再沟通然后改变情况的
我自己跟认识的人的经验都是这样
所以基本上不是那个男人的问题。

有些事情他可能当初以为有办法解决
或者因为很想跟你在一起而说一些话哄你
但是都已经过去的事情也就无法再追究了
再去想已经毫无意义
毕竟在一起甜蜜的时候
大多数人都承诺过未来和永远
可是然后呢？
回想起来就只是一场空话跟虚无而已
但是我们都知道当下是很认真很真心的
当下真的那么认为那么相信　也就够了。

你不要觉得自己笨
当初为什么答应跟他在一起
也不要因为这样的结果而对以前感到后悔
毕竟在一起也度过不少快乐和幸福的时光
这是绝对无法否定
也不会是你所愿意割舍的
所以爱过了，也就够了。
不用去后悔当初做的决定
感情真的都是这个样子的
有快乐，有悲伤
只是比例的问题
都要照单全收的。

不要觉得自己被他丢弃
因为他不爱你了，无论是什么借口
都已经成为残酷的事实
虽然也不知道他表面上的说法是不是真的
但你不需要靠他来证明自己的价值。

你要知道还有很多人很爱你
像我们这些朋友
所以，希望你也能多爱自己一点。

其实，你都知道该怎么做。
其他朋友也跟你说过，
不要再打电话给他，因为他只会更烦然后态度让你伤心
不要再想跟他复合，因为其实你值得更好的
不要再那么难过，要赶快想开恢复正常的生活
不要再想有的没的，因为对情况一点帮助也没有
应该要多出去走走，转移注意力也呼吸新鲜空气
应该要正常作息，不能这样食不下咽晚上也睡不着
其实，我们这些朋友都不约而同地劝你了
而你也都知道
但我也能明白你为什么做不到
因为现在的你已经频临崩溃了。

毕竟我们的劝告是理性的部分
但是你悲伤的情绪收不起来
你无法克制地想了又想
不停盯着手机只为了一封简讯
还去到他工作的地方看一看他
甚至要朋友陪伴才能稍微入眠
几天没什么吃马上瘦了两公斤
我有多么心疼。

我只能说，
女人谈起恋爱真的很多都会变小女人。
我只是安抚　只是倾听　只是帮你擦泪
只是不停地用规律的节奏轻拍你的背　轻抚你的发
像是哄着孩子　试图安抚脆弱的心灵
试图在你因着一波又一波的情绪而皱起眉头时
帮助你恢复平静和正常的呼吸。

我也只能陪伴了。

该开导的　朋友都说了
关键还是在你要自己想开。
即使我知道这种事情都需要时间
大概真的只有时间才能慢慢医治了
但是，看着你的眼泪我还是好心疼。

今天我帮你祷告
睁眼后看见你的眼泪积在眼窝
像一小座池塘，却是悲伤的。
只能说分手后的情绪真的非常难处理
完全取决于分手的状况和个人的心态
我也只能祈祷你能够赶快恢复了。

希望你尽量快点恢复，要好好的
不要让我们这些爱你的人心疼。

只是想要靠着

平常都好好的
毕竟这样的日子也挺习惯的
但是有时候还是会想要个依靠

只是想要靠着
或者被抱着
什么也不用说
那种安全感和自己习惯的坚强还是不一样的

i like the hugs
it makes people feel close and secure

我并不是因为心情不好
才有时候会有这种想法
只是简单的有感而发吧

可能因为　生活里头总会有不如意的事
可能因为　家里总是有些力不从心的事
可能因为　前几天都在补看实习医生 (Grey's Anatomy)
虽然说里面男女关系很乱　但还是有真挚的情感
有时候还是会被打动　或者想到一些事情
比方说，感叹一下没有依靠，之类的（笑）

看到他们在脆弱时　有可以嚎啕大哭的对象
有可以依靠　有可以给自己长长拥抱的人
我真的还是不禁感叹了一下

我经常在看实习医生时　从一开始一直笑
到许多集结束时一直哭
影集中有很多人性的东西
有很多模棱两可　没有绝对是非对错的灰色地带
有亲情友情爱情　有生离死别　不舍　还有遗憾
经常使我流泪

我想放任眼泪在一个人的时候没有拘束地流
毕竟为剧情哭泣对我而言是非常合理的理由
只是我也不懂为什么有时候
一个人的时候还是会压抑眼泪
何必呢？

也或许只是一种习惯吧。

遗忘

有时候，遗忘，是令人快乐的。

什么时候？当然是有人伤了你心的时候。

存心伤你心的那人，固然是故意和你过不去；

但是，被伤了心而一直耿耿于怀的你，却是自己和自己过不去了。

想想看，他都已经伤害了你，难道你还要以念念不忘的方式来凸显他对你的重要性吗？

所以，记性不太好的人，通常会是比较快乐的人，也是比较不容易被别人击倒的人。


朵朵小语

幻想

我幻想木纳的你驾着你那银色的轿车来到我面前。
然后说声“惊喜” ，附上我经常向往的拥抱。
等待的壹佰二十分钟里，显得特别漫长。
我也似乎真的看见了你。
雪白的牙齿，有点长的刘海，还有两天未刮的短胡渣。
你的大手总是习惯的放在我的腿上。
口里淡淡的说我煮的粥不够香滑。
我笑笑回答说以后会努力学好再烹调。
咕咕钟响起的那刻，我从梦里醒了过来。
没有惊喜，没有拥抱。眼泪徐徐滑下。
我怪自己胡思乱想。

纯属虚构的小品文

AFC Penang '09

This was how we had a meaningful Merdeka weekend in Penang. :)






All For Chirst (AFC) together with Christ Church, Penang, jointly organized a mini bootcamp from the 29th ━ 31st August 2009. 14 AFC members gathered at St. Paul’s Church PJ and left for Penang by bus at 10:00pm on 28th August 2009. We arrived at Christ Church, Penang at 4am. The objective of the mini bootcamp was primarily to assist Christ Church in encouraging and reaching out to new/non Christian youths from their Chinese speaking congregation. Besides that, it was an effort to promote the AFC Bootcamp in December.

The mini bootcamp officially started on 29th August 2009 with a total of 37 campers from Christ Church, Penang. We began the camp with an ice-breaking session where the campers, and the AFC team, got to know one another. AFC led the dance training sessions. There were 4 items taught; namely Think About His Love (corporate sign language song), Shackles (dance), Hallelujah Praise (dance), and Hands (skit). Because of the very limited time, the AFC trainers put in a lot of effort to train the campers while the campers did their best to learn the dance steps. A presentation of the dances was held on the night of 30th August 2009 with parents and church members being the audience. The core team of AFC also presented half of an AFC Master Remix, as a preview of a dance item that would be taught during the upcoming AFC Bootcamp 2009.

During both the English and Chinese Sunday service, AFC had a slot where we introduced ourselves, presented a sign language item (Our Hearts), a short skit (The Lord’s Prayer, translated for Chinese service) and played a short video of what AFC has been doing during our past year-end outreaches to old folks’ home and shopping malls. During the night session on 29th August, Daniel Chai spoke (translated by Evonne Siew) about our identity as children of God, what God has done for us through Jesus Christ, what our response should be and how we are to follow Him. This was linked to the sharing of God’s love and serving Him through performing arts. The night session ended with a time of ministry. Morning devotion sessions were led by Christ Church youth leaders.

Feedback from Christ Church has been encouraging. The mini bootcamp made an impact on the youths of Christ Church. They are excited and encouraged to use their dance and acting in service to the Lord. Also, a group of older youths considered making a come back. We are thankful to Christ Church Penang for their wonderful hospitality, and also to all who were involved in this outreach, including the parents and older ones who came along and helped with everything. Special thanks to Evonne Siew who did all the translation work despite the short notice.

We want to thank God for the opportunity to carry out His work and to do whatever we can for Him. We also want to thank Him for the enthusiastic campers that came for the 3-days camp held during the Merdeka weekend. We had a good time of fellowship with the campers and also tightened the bond between the AFC members. Last but not least, we want to thank God for His grace and mercy that we, as His servants, were able to have this opportunity to show others His greatness and love.


Prepared by,
Jovenne Lai (Project Manager)

Mommy

Mom,
I should tell you more often
how much I love you and how lucky I am
to be your daughter,
because the feelings are always in my heart...
So much that's good about my life today
comes from having a mom who cared enough
to raise me right and has loved me through thick and thin...
For all the big and little ways
your wisdom and caring have made a difference in my life,
I Love You, Mom!!
Have a wonderful Birthday!! ^^

小时的他

有没有想过，一个和你过了十五年的朋友，会是什么样的。我，身边有几个。
其中一个名叫克坤，是我的邻居。总觉得，我们称不上为青梅竹马。
因为，我们并没有童话故事里头，或电影里头所描写的青梅竹马一样。
小的时候，我们都讨厌对方。呵呵。。别问我原因。
男生女生，小的时候，大概就是那么一回事。

很期待再一次看见他，因为每一次都有不一样的感觉。
他，真的一直在成长，让我觉得，我自己停下了脚步。
认识很久的朋友，真的不需要常见面，常聊天。
就象我们一样。。偶尔聊聊，那就够了。那份心意，依然存在。

嗯。。是时候应该调整自己的脚步了。^_^

原来我也能

很多时候，人们总是被别人的声音，别人的意见蒙蔽双眼。
很多时候，我们并没尝试，但却很确定的告诉别人“我们不能”。
或许，信心很重要，有信心完成和达到目标，那是好的。
但是，自信心更重要。
没有自信心，连踏出第一步都会胆怯。

倦

政治乱像
如三岁小孩玩泥沙般的幼稚恶斗
说不出的厌恶
与厌倦

The Least Of Them

Hey guys, sorry it has been a while for those of you that keep up. things have been pretty busy here at college lately. However, I am back. :)

Just wanna share a little incident that happened the day before yesterday, when I was on my way back to Kajang with my friends. we saw a blind man stopped along the road after we passed the KTM station. we thought he was trying to cross the road to the other side, so we decided to pull over and help. then we found out he was trying to find a restaurant to have his dinner and to our surprise, he had no money to buy dinner. so we offered him a ride to the chinese restaurant nearby, and bought an old Christian book from him, so that he can pay for his dinner. when we got there, we bought him dinner as well. I was kinda reluctant to leave him there, cuz I was worried how he was going to get back to the KTM Station. but he said he will get someone else to help him, as he didn't want to make us wait. and he thanked us many times and said goodbye. in the end, we left after he settled down.

Bible says, "But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing." the reason I share with you this incident, is not to annouce the good deed we have done. but during the encounter with he blind man, I was reminded of what Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me." when we left him at the restaurant, I believe and have faith that, there will be someone else like us, who will help him too. so, what would you do for the least of them?

前天，跟Lynn和珊从MV回加影，经过火车站时，看见前方有个盲人站在马路旁，我很自然的慢慢踩刹车，然后停在马路正中央。我们派珊下去尽快协助他过马路，才发现原来他是想去吃晚餐。想想那里距离美食堂有一段路，而且他有不便，我们决定载他一程。他一上车不停地感谢我们，也说他其实没有钱吃晚餐，所以我们跟他买了一本旧书来换他的饭钱。也许有的人会觉得他在敲诈我们，可是有些时候，你就是会知道一个人是否在欺骗你。当然，我们仨相信他。到了美食堂，待他坐好后，Lynn帮他点餐，最后也帮他付了晚餐的钱。我们问他，待会怎样回去火车站时，他却说会找别人帮忙，不想麻烦我们等他。安顿他以后，我们也道别了。那时，我有点不忍心就这样走的，可是想一想，一定会有人像我们一样帮他的，我坚信。如果当时你也在场，那个人会不会是你呢？

Shan's 21st

Shan, I couldn't ask for a better friend than you,
On your birthday, thought i'll tell you...
With you, I can be me.
I can act silly without feeling self-conscious,
I can cry without feeling embarrassed,
I can tell you my greatest hopes and plans,
with the deepest feeling of trust...
I can be myself when I'm with you,
Because I know you'll always accept me,
just the way I am.
And that's why - you and your friendship,
mean so much to me.

Thinking about the wonderful best friend you are,
and wishing you the happiest birthday you can imagine.
I hope your birthday,
brings you joy and happy memories...
Because that's what your friendship has brought to me.

Blessed Birthday, my dear best friend!! (^_^)

007 演出成功

谢谢伟立和惠心，真的辛苦你们了！！

也谢谢每一位演员和工作人员，为大家带来难忘的演出！！

舞法舞天，加油加油加油！！^^