Monday, 31 December 2007


When you look back, there will be things you will regret.
You made the wrong decision.
You made the right decision.

Life is about decisions.
1. Am i going to have the practical car or the fast car?
2. Shall i go to college or get a job?
3. Will i have wine, beer or water?

Whatever decision you make is the only one you would make.
Otherwise you would make a different one.
Everything we do we choose.
So what is there to regret?
You are the person you chose to be.

If you wonder where your joy is these days, ask yourself how you're doing in these areas.
Then this coming new year, step up and go after the things that God calls you to.
You'll be blessed, for sure. ^-^

Saturday, 29 December 2007


会和谁在一起? 能一起走到哪里?
究竟哪一种 the end 才算是好,没有人会知道。。。
纯真的模样 觉得温暖
尽管每次遍体鳞伤 放声大哭
相信爱情 感动自己

Thursday, 27 December 2007

Follow The Light

John 3:19-20 --> 19 This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. 20 Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed.

I see a similar message in the lights of Christmas. The flame of every candle and the brilliance of every twinkling bulb remind me that warning and welcome are at the heart of Jesus' coming to this world. Just like lighthouses have been built around the world to warn sailors of dangerous rocks and reefs and let them know that a safe harbor is near. It's their dual message of danger and safety. The great danger of our lives is that we will be aware of Jesus Christ as the light of the world, yet choose to live in the shadows so we can do as we please. In contrast, our grand opportunity is to walk a path made bright by the presence of the Savior: "But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God. (v.21)" Jesus affirmed His identity when He said: "I am the light of the world. Whoever follows Me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life. (John 8:12)"

At Christmas, God warns us of the dangers of darkness, and calls us to follow the light -- JESUS -- into the safe harbor of His presence and love. May you all, my dear friends have a truly meaningful and blessed Christmas!! May you have your dearly loved ones around you during this Christmas season.

Thank you, for coming back just on time, to invite Christmas with me. it was in my wildest dreams to have you by my side once again. whatever our future holds, i will never forget our greatest moments in 2007. thank you for everything. i sincerely thank God for, you. and thank you guys, for the lovely presents, most of them are on my personal wish list!! so thank you all very much!! all i can give you guys in return, is my hugs and loves. hehe. can you feel my love?? and i thank God for my dearly loved ones around with me too. you all are the reason for me to just be myself. hehe. hope you guys had a great Christmas and enjoy this few days we have left in 2007!! hugs hugs!!! (^__^)

Tuesday, 25 December 2007

We Are The Reason

By Avalon

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn’
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized, a Baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day, a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

I’ve finally found a reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that I do, every word that I say
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
He is my reason to live

Don't you know, don't you know the reason
That He came, He came to save us
When He gave His life for us, He suffered and died
To a world that was lost, He gave everything that He have He gave
To show us the reason to live

Saturday, 22 December 2007

AFC Last Outreach '07

Wheeeeeee!! so it was our last outreach presentation for 2007. honestly, today was a long day for me and everything happened so fast. woke up early in the morning for cousin sis's wedding and rushed to church to gather for outreach then rushed to the wedding dinner before the last outreach location. phew. me still feel like i'm on the run now. haha. though most of the time was really rushing, but it was still fun. hehe. it felt kinda like as though i'm a superwomen. so torn in between wei. haha. nevertheless it's really fun to have so many things on my mind at one time and be involved in everything. it was definitely a long long day for me wei. hehe. =P

There we have it, AFC performed for the 3rd time, and started our outreach presentation at The Weld. all's cool and the repertoire started off with Remix1. hehe. of course we had our trainings before that. to make sure we are steady before we go on stage. and we had practices as well, as a group. for this outreach, we had our campers to join us too. so glad to have them with us really. and while some of us were still having camp fever, it was really an enjoyable outreach for us also. though i would love to join the group and dance, but once again me was doing frontstage, so i only danced Remix1 with my team. but it was all good. hehe. then we headed off to Subang Parade. it's my 2nd time there as the 1st was with Team B during camp's outreach. and that time i can't help it already but to fall in love with the stage deco. really love the white Christmas trees deco. me dreaming on a white Christmas, so beautiful!! hehe. the presentation was really beautiful as well. guess the deco helped. haha. me had goose bumps all over as i watched it from frontstage. Praise the Lord!! hehe. thank God for my backstage manager, Melissa also. i believe we worked even better together this time round. hehe. believe me, the stage was kinda challenging for us wei. cuz the only exit is at the front of the stage itself. and the backstage area is all the way behind the stage. so the coordination between frontstage and backstage gotta be real tight, in order to have a good flow. and me lost most of my voice already, so it was kinda hard for Mel and Dhanyal to catch what i was saying through the walkie-talkies. but Mel and i was steady la. hehe. so Praise the Lord again and again!! then it was time for me to say goodbye to the group. as i gotta attend the wedding dinner. so before the group left for the last location in Pavilion, of course i took pics with them. hehe. so gonna miss the few campers and outreach presentations too. but it was a great outreach to mark an end for AFC's outreach mission 2007. all glory and honor be unto God alone!! wheee, and when we're back in action next year, i will be filled with His joy and i will be dancing for Him once again!! so can't wait wei!! XD

Year End Wedding

Here comes the season of wedding for the year again. and so it's my dear cousin sis, Karen & Cofonn's lovely wedding. hehe. everything went on well and quite on time actually. from the house visiting of both sides to the dinner at night, it's like it all happened so fast. hehe. my sincere congrats toward Karen jie jie & Cofonn ko ko. haha. they took really good care of me when i visited them in GuangZhou back in June. so it's my pleasure to attend and help out in their holy matrimony. they are indeed a very cute and happy couple. may they share double happiness and blessings in this new life together!! hugs & loves!! XD

Friday, 21 December 2007


只是 溫暖的 廢話

妳渴望的不是 誰來強迫妳偉大堅強
而是陪伴 幫妳暫時遺忘
這世界 喜歡 讓人失望

我會陪妳到 妳笑容飛揚

至少可以聽妳 講到天亮
怎麼想不疼 妳就那麼想

妳渴望的不是 誰來強迫妳偉大堅強
而是陪伴 幫妳暫時遺忘
這世界 喜歡 讓人失望

我會陪妳到 妳笑容飛揚



Over It

I'm over your lies,
And I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
When you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
(which you never did)
And I pick up the phone.
(so I didn't have the chance to)
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.

That's why,
Your eyes, I'm over it
Your smile, I'm over it
Realize, I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you,
To be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
Because I'm so over.
Moving on, it's my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
But now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.

I'm over you hands,
And I'm over you mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
And fill me with self-doubt.

That's why,
Your words, I'm over it
So sure, I'm over it
I'm not your girl
(friend), I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you,
To be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
Because I'm so over.
Moving on, it's my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
But now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.

Don't call,
Don't come by.
Ain't no use,
Don't ask me why.
You'll never change,
There'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
To be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
Because I'm so over.
Moving on, it's my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
But now I'm so over.
I'm so over it.

Wednesday, 19 December 2007

303 Days

303 days.......

眼泪 是我的望远镜
我见到了 有你的 天堂

Tuesday, 18 December 2007

AFC Camp '07

After AFC's sabbatical year, we had our annual AFC Camp again this year. this time round, God gave us campers who helped me grow spiritually and mentally. as always, the highlight of camp will be the 3 days of outreach. i was amazed by God, once again. so i'm gonna share with you one of the amazing things that He did.

It's was the 2nd day of outreach. after God's blessing on the 1st day, everything went on well and we were all hyped up to continue the Lord's work. then we reached Klang Parade. after all the sound check and backstage prayer, once again we're all set to put up a show for Him. just when the first song was played, the CD started
scraping. so i signaled Dhanyal to stop the music and hit replay. my dancers were already kinda distracted since it didn't started off went well. and then it was our 2nd song. this time, the song just can't play smoothly, and Dhanyal kept replaying it but it just didn't work out. so many dancers became even more afraid and nervous, not knowing what to do so most of them wasn't looking at me, therefore i can't tell them exactly what to do on stage. i can't remember after how many times the song was replayed, and those of us off stage kept praying, it finally played on smoothly. but my dancers were distracted so they missed quite alot of beats while dancing and we all knew something was wrong. but God was there with us nevertheless. after that presentation, i told my dancers how i felt they did and taught them the things to do should they face this kinda situation again. we were all a little down, so we prayed and rested while heading to the next location. Soon enough, we reached IOI Puchong. and this time round, we came back so much stronger as a team and God was gracious to us. i can't help but had goose bumps through out the whole presentation. God's presence was so strong and our spirits were lifted high. =)

Then we headed to our last location as scheduled, we reached Atria one and a half hours before our presentation. so we had our dinner in the bus and retouch on their makeup, we're all set and ready for it. 45 minutes before our presentation was supposed to start, we received orders from our leader Joseph, who went down and met with the management manager, and said that there was a miscommunication about our scheduled presentation time. we were supposed to perform the following night then. but that's not gonna work as we already had our scheduled all filled up for the next day too. so again, God tested our team. without anymore delay, Eunice gathered everyone's attention and we prayed earnestly like we never did before. i opened in prayer, followed by Adrian and Eunice closed in prayer. though it wasn't a long cooperate prayer, but the Holy Spirit's presence was really strong, as we were all united in prayer. just when Eunice was closing us in prayer, i heard voices from the walkie talkie saying that it's all set, we need to get down the bus, asap. then we signaled Eunice and she ended by thanking God for His faithfulness to us. and together, we said Amen with all our hearts and minds with one voice. it was the loudest Amen i've ever heard the campers said. our prayers has been heard. it was 30 minutes before our presentation started. and JJ and Jeremy who went down earlier, said that place was rather empty, hardly able to find even a small crowd. but 5 minutes before we started, the stage area was all filled up with people. if you were to ask me, i really don't know out of a sudden where did all those people came from, but what i know is, that was God. once again, i was amazed to see how great and powerful our God can work, in such a mysterious way. and so God's name was lifted high that night and all glory be unto His name alone!! ^_^

Now that camp is over, somehow or rather, i don't really miss it as badly as i always did. but spiritually i know, i am another step closer to Him. so to me, that's all that matters. though there were even more things going on behind the scene, which i'm gonna leave all that behind. even if it was my last AFC Camp, i have no regrets. because i did my best for God and i know He sees all that. He used His people to encourage me to move on, and He gave me the strength to stand and smile for Him. everything happened according to His will and glorified God's name. and those whom i cared about enjoyed the camp too, so that's all matters to me. only two things i liked about camp this year, was the opportunity for outreaches again and our best camp T-shirt ever. thanks to dear Tsu Ann for the wonderful camp T. it's really hard work but really great job done. and the things i miss only is dancing for God, Owen, Ryan, Sharon & OSC campers. so glad to see you guys again and met you all at camp, it's been a blessing and we shall continue this good work for God no matter where we are. hugs to you all!! XD


对了,《公主小妹》播放大结局咯!! 嘻嘻,还不错看的啦。整部戏剧给人童话般的感觉,似乎与平凡的
生活有一点距离。不过,或许正因如此,才会让人看了有幻想吧。我想,有一点儿幻想,也不算是一件坏事哦。哈哈。还有,我真的认为辰亦儒越来越帅耶。嘻嘻,好喜欢一般但美好的童话结局喔!! =D

Friday, 7 December 2007




也许有一天 我们都忘记

Thursday, 6 December 2007



別讓自己的情緒 去影響別人的情緒



是不是更進一步的認識對方 了解對方
懂的認識別人 認識自己
其他的 並不是那麼關鍵



Saturday, 1 December 2007

Memorable Genting Trip

It was definitely one of a few most enjoyable and memorable Genting trip for me, through out all these years. really glad that we all could get along well and just have fun. hehe. as i always believe that, its the people that makes a whole lot of difference. wheeeeeee, and this time, i went with a very cool group -- CID Crew!! hehe. and also with their super fans including me. haha. XD

Well, its a totally new and special kind of experience i would say, hanging out with CID Crew. hehe. firstly, CID Crew is kinda well known wei. as we were walking in a group and suddenly strangers came over and said CID Crew!! there was actually other fans who recognized them. fuyoh!! haha. it makes me feels different, while walking with them. syok wei!! hehe. secondly, i do have a couple of friends who are also breakers, but i never make friends with a whole group of breakers. so CID Crew is the first. haha. the cool thing about hanging out with a group of breakers is that, they will just break on the street. and when Sheryl told me beforehand that they are gonna train when they are there, i couldn't really believe her till i saw it with my own eyes. hehe. so the guys really did their breaking stuffs, just next to Starbucks. and then i realized, that's what real breakers do, they break anytime and anywhere. that's why CID Crew got such good breakers. * Salute* hehe. and i had so much fun watching them cuz breaking is something i like and also doing abit of it currently. hehe. not forgetting the weather was perfect for breaking. no sweat. hehe. and ohh, they were so high then, it was 12 midnight when they were breaking. haha. while waiting for the movie to start. hehe. and that movie actually made me fall asleep half way wei. haha. partly cuz i was too tired to focus and catch up with the storyline. but i tried okay. hehe. anyway, i was just chilling with Starbucks coffee and watched the guys do their breaking. Ah Beh did 9 rounds of flair and Wei Ming did 7 rounds of flair too. and not forgetting JJ's hand hops and Wen Jie's suicides. also their very cool combo tank pose wei. wheeeeeee!! can't take it!! ^0^

There's actually a few new things that i tried in Genting too. what are they you must be wandering, since i've been there like dunno how many times. haha. we went on the Double Deck Carousel, Flying Jumbo
and Tea Cup wei. those were definitely my first time. cuz i'm no longer a kid like long time ago. haha. but it was fun la, to just play around like that. hehe. and we were like so high on other rides too. wheeeeeee. haha. and then we stayed up till almost 6 in the morning that night and played a CID Crew game -- The King's Game. it's my first time too, and the game is more like the daring game. what kind of daring things we did, that i shall keep it between ourselves. haha. but honestly i didn't know that they all are quite open minded people. haha. but we all very steady la. everyone did what they were supposed to do. hehe. nevertheless, i had fun. only thing is i really pity Kenny cuz he got almost every dare and those things that he gotta do was the worst ones. haihz. its really not his night wei. haha. and Ah Beh didn't even kena once. so unfair leh. cuz of that we all made fun of Kenny even more. cuz his reaction was really funny also la. evil us. haha. and what a special way to spend the last day of Nov. hehe. =P

Maybe because this trip was kinda unexpected, and it happened at the right point of time for me, also it's my first Genting trip with Sheryl together with CID Crew, that's why it made such an impact on me. hehe. so glad to join you for this trip, gurl. it means alot to me too, just so you know that. hehe. so thanks alot for inviting me. and i already found the answer i needed to solve the things that are bothering me. don't worry okay. i am really fine now, thanks to you!! hehe. above all, i truly had a blast and hope you did too. once again, thank you all for making it such a happening and wonderful trip. hehe. the weather was cool, the company was good and the trip was a blast!! hugs to you all!! (^_^)

Remix1 By AFC Crew