Meant To Be Or Not

i guess sometimes some ppl or some things can be so called meant to be. some ppl will call it fate and some define it as destiny. not sure how i should define it really, but i'll only end up feeling not being in control. well, at times this kinda feeling can be quite scary. i mean, you just don't know why things ended up the way they are or some ppl became a total stranger out of a sudden. and to accept the fact that ppl do change at all times is quite hard actually. or maybe i was having too high hopes on ppl i shouldn't have. basically, i suppose things happen for a reason. at least i believe God has a reason for all that. so if things are meant to be like that, perhaps i shouldn't take it too seriously, isn't it??

well, honestly i guess it is better to accept the fact that things or ppl are meant to be. just like friendships that are meant to be and also couples too. you can't force any of this, you get what i mean?? things like this will happen when it is suppose to happen or meant to happen. so why not just take it easy and let things happen the way they should, the way they are meant to be.

anyway, got the chance to clear my head pretty much lately while going on holidays. and i just realize i needed to take a break quite badly. haha. many thanks to ya'll who went for the few trips with me. thank you each and everyone of you who made all my trips happened. i truly enjoyed myself with each and every group of ya'll. had a great time and enjoyed your company so much!! i guess what really matter is not where you go but who you go with. honestly, now i'm feeling much better recalling all the great times i had. so to you my friend, take a break, not to have a kit kat. haha. but well, no harm done taking a break right?? and perhaps after that break, you might be able to see things and ppl in a diff perspective maybe. i suppose its not a bad thing, after all.

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