Don't Understand

i don't understand why life is LIFE
i don't understand why a friend can just turn around and BETRAY
i don't understand why did i waited for NOTHING
i don't understand why things happened THE WAY THEY WERE
i don't understand why i am WHERE I AM NOW
i don't understand why i am FEELING THE WAY I AM NOW
i don't understand why everything HAVE TO HAPPEN RIGHT NOW
i don't understand why when you give a friend your heart, it will be CRASHED AND THROWN BACK AT YOU
i don't understand why do i still always give my whole heart out knowing that it will be HURT BADLY IN THE END
i don't understand why those you are close to DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL
i don't understand why those you care about the most can DISAPPOINT YOU THE MOST
i don't understand why those you love the most can also EASILY HURT YOU THE MOST