Looking Behind

2006, only left with one day. i'm indeed grateful and thankful to God. for another year He gave me. hehe. really thank God for all the blessings He showered on me. that includes my dear family and you, all my dear friends. hehe. many precious moments i had this year and will treasure them in my heart always. how i wish i have a few more days in 2006. or maybe many more. haha. anyhow, i know that as time passes by, i'll understand a little more about life, i'll learn a little more about myself and i'll see a little more of the world around me. finally, i wanna commit my 2007 into God's hands and may all glory, honor and everything be unto my God alone!! =D

没有谁能取代你在我心上...你是我的专属天使 ...我哪里还需要别的愿望...

Meant To Be Or Not

i guess sometimes some ppl or some things can be so called meant to be. some ppl will call it fate and some define it as destiny. not sure how i should define it really, but i'll only end up feeling not being in control. well, at times this kinda feeling can be quite scary. i mean, you just don't know why things ended up the way they are or some ppl became a total stranger out of a sudden. and to accept the fact that ppl do change at all times is quite hard actually. or maybe i was having too high hopes on ppl i shouldn't have. basically, i suppose things happen for a reason. at least i believe God has a reason for all that. so if things are meant to be like that, perhaps i shouldn't take it too seriously, isn't it??

well, honestly i guess it is better to accept the fact that things or ppl are meant to be. just like friendships that are meant to be and also couples too. you can't force any of this, you get what i mean?? things like this will happen when it is suppose to happen or meant to happen. so why not just take it easy and let things happen the way they should, the way they are meant to be.

anyway, got the chance to clear my head pretty much lately while going on holidays. and i just realize i needed to take a break quite badly. haha. many thanks to ya'll who went for the few trips with me. thank you each and everyone of you who made all my trips happened. i truly enjoyed myself with each and every group of ya'll. had a great time and enjoyed your company so much!! i guess what really matter is not where you go but who you go with. honestly, now i'm feeling much better recalling all the great times i had. so to you my friend, take a break, not to have a kit kat. haha. but well, no harm done taking a break right?? and perhaps after that break, you might be able to see things and ppl in a diff perspective maybe. i suppose its not a bad thing, after all.

也许有一天...我会爱上你...

Blessed Christmas

We Are the Reason by Avalon

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn’
Of all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find,
But we never realized a Baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives.

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live.

As the years went by we learned more about gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means,
On a dark and cloudy day, a man hung crying in the rain
All because of love, all because of love.

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live.

I’ve finally found a reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him,
In all that I do, every word that I say
I’ll be giving my all just for Him, for Him.

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live.

Tiring But Happy Days

First of, i don't really have the time to write now, but i have this happy feeling and great excitement to make this blog a lil closer to as cute as my best pal's blog. but after browsing through all of their blogs, whoa, everything was said and done. but only not filled with pics. haha. cuz all pics are taken using my hp. so i haven't really send it to them. its my bad. hehe. i'll take that. anyway, their blogs are rather cute. their comments on the times we spent together. haha. but seriously, like what the oldies said is true, and i had been stressing alot about it, which is, a picture is worth thousands words. hehe. that's why sometimes i can't restrain from taking pics with my hp. haha. well, as much as days are still filled with dates and gatherings at the moment, i'm really enjoying each and everyday!! although it's actually quite tiring to be out the whole day till midnight but nevertheless it was still fun. haha. who will say no to fun?? hehe. so some of you guys must be wandering where have i been, going out everyday till midnight. i don't really have the time to write down every single thing from day one, just a summary maybe. haha. basically nothing much la, some days are lunch or dinner dates, gatherings and personal dates, not forgetting the yam cha session everyday wei. hehe. even more tiring than school days!! haha. oh, i've missed out that i did movie marathons with my best pals too. it has really been quite awhile since i did one. hehe. and for once since a hundread years literally, i can say that i've watched all the movies in the cinema expect horror movies and malay movies. i know its nothing much but just wanna write it down. haha. so right now, i'm looking forward for thursday, cuz there'll be 4 new movies coming up. therefore, i'm planning my next movie marathon to be 3 movies in a day!! haha. cuz i never tried watching 3 movies in a day wei. hehe. anyone wanna join me for the marathon?? hahaha. okiez, got to go now. will be away for a few days again. yes, i know again. hehe. but what to do, i'm having holidays!! so you guys take good care ya. see ya'll around!! =D

Happy Holidays

Yo!! how have ya'll been doing?? hope that ya'll been doing great. hehe. i know i'd been missing in action for almost a month. haha. that's because i was trying to catch up with each and everyone of you all wei. hehe. anyway, glad to be back. hopefully i'll have more time to drop by here. haha. well, i'm enjoying my holidays so far. making full use of everyday, that's for sure. hehe. and its really great meeting up and catching up with all those whom i couldnt do so in the past. glad to know that we were all still able to keep track with each other's lives cuz we really make that effort for each other. but of course there are some ppl who don't really wanna meet up with you after some time already. so to me, i can't do much but just take it easy. well, you can't go around forcing ppl to meet up with you right?? haha. at least that's not what i'm gonna do. anyhow, i've met up with so many ppl and i've been outstation in a few places. haha. i regretted for not able to write about it there and then. but i'll try to do so from now on. hehe. so i got some pics here for ya'll to get a glimpse of my happy holidays!! =D

Seremban Nov '06

Long awaited All For Christ presentation, to me at least. it was on the 18th and 19th of Nov. yes, i was in the midst of my exams. was i crazy?? yes, i was crazy. but for God!! haha. anyway, it was one of the few presentations by AFC this year. hehe. this presentation was in Agape Gospel Assembly, Seremban. thank You Lord, for giving me the joy of dancing for You again!! =D

Baby YY

My lil cousin Baby Yu Yin visited my home on the 9th and 10th Nov. yeah, that's right before my exams. anyway, was baby sitting her that two days. and it was really fun wei!! haha. at least i had fun, though it was quite tiring actually. hehe. but she's really cute. so i can't stop taking pics of her!! now i wanna see her grow up. haha. can't wait!! =D

祝我生日快乐

不知不觉， 今年的生日又到了， 可是也很快地又过去了。还真可说是来得快，也去得快啊。如一位朋友所说的，过生日最重要是要快乐，才会对得起自己。不然为什么祝福语会是‘生日快乐’呢? 不过今年的生日还算对得起自己了，并没有太大的遗憾。我知道我是幸福的。对，我是幸福的。因为我的身边还有你们啊。我还有你们的爱，对吧?

我想，或许人总是会有那么一点点的贪念吧。不瞒你说，在我内心某处，依然想念着某个他。那几天，一直都很期待能够听见他亲口的祝福。哪怕只是一句简单的‘生日快乐’。这样我就已经满足了，真的。难道这样的生日愿望也算太贪心吗? 结果，我始终都没有听到他的声音。失望的心，试着安慰自己，也许是他很忙，那么就算是一句迟来的祝福也是以样的。我心里清楚知道，他一定不会忘了我的生日，因为他曾说过，无论以后发生什么事，他都不会忘记关于我的一切， 已把我刻在他的心里了。这些年来，我依然相信着他。有他那一句话，我真的已满足了，真的。就这样，为他找了很多的借口，也静静地等待着那迟来的祝福。最后，只好努力地忘掉脑里一切有他的画面，不能让眼泪流过十二点。一个人坐在空荡的房间里，手机也该让它休息一夜了。我知道伤心并不能改变什么，那么就让我诚实一点吧。

那时候，耳边仿佛听见一首歌，是这样唱着的。。。生日快乐， 我对自己说。蜡烛点了，寂寞亮了。生日快乐，泪也融了，我要谢谢你给的，你拿走的一切。还爱你，带一点恨。还要时间，才能平衡。热恋伤痕，幻灭重生。祝我生日快乐。。。

Hey guys. sorry if you don't understand ya. cuz i just feel like typing in chinese. haha. easier lor and my first paper next week is the chinese paper. haha. so a lil practise here. well, there's some prob, which i don't know what is it that unables me to upload all the pics i want to. so here's the ones that i managed to post up. will update the rest after my exam in Dec. cuz what to do. i can't fix the prob now cuz i don't know what is it. haha. okiez. you all take good care. wishing all the best in everything to ya'll too!! =D