Birthday Bash

Although i don't really fancy birthday parties all this while, but it's totally diff when it's for someone close to your heart. this year will be really unforgetable to me i believe. on the 14th, had a small surprise birthday party for Hong. and on the 15th, another one for Pern. and both were in Putrajaya. yes, that place is quite a distance, but it's nothing compared to how far i'd go for Pern. haha. have you even seen the night view of Putrajaya?? it's actually breathtaking. that's something i didn't know all this while. with the cool breeze and the starlight view, i thought i won't find it in Mal. hehe. as much as unforgetable for Pern and Hong on their birthdays, it will be for me too. and because both the nights are on weekdays, my mom will of course lecture abit. but it's worth while for me, nevertheless. most importantly, Pern and Hong enjoyed themselves, and me too. hehe. take care and be happy always, my dear friends!! =)

Great Lunch

I had a great lunch with Pern today. though it was Sushi King as usual, but like they always say, it's the company that really matters actually. i guess that's why i really had a good time today. Pern and i got to just sit down, enjoy our meal and catch up with each other's live. we always got so much to talk to each other. it's like forever is not enough for us to just talk. haha. i know that's kind of exaggerating already but hey, that's how i feel. hehe. well, Pern is studying in Nan Jing, China currently and she's back in Mal on holiday till Sept. that's only about a month she'll get to stay here. anyway, in Nan Jing you can't find japanese food Pern said. so i promised her that whenever she's on holiday back in Mal, we'll eat sushi. cuz it's our fav food. haha. i know i'm a little sesat like that but well, i'm cool with it. haha. looking forward to spend more time with Pern. =)

Street Dancing

The new intensive training by Joel on friday and sunday was really great. haven't been training under him for quite some time already. and this time, i'd learnt more about break dancing and all. this new training will not only focus on breaking as Joel's vision is to bring up the G4G team. so we will all be learning street dancing instead. and in street dancing, there's locking, breaking and poping. now i know where breaking came from. hehe. also learnt that hip hop is more of a culture than just a dance. it has a wide perspective. anyway, i'll be learning street dancing now and i think i do like it. but i won't give up on breaking. i've come this far already, though i know what a girl can do in breaking is limited compared to guys but i just can't bare the thought that all the effort and time i'd invested in break dance trainings are all in vain at the end of the day. all i wanted is to continue to break of the Big Guy up there, that's all. and once again, i really want to do this for God. i guess this is the time He wants me to pause, stop and think about what is it really that i want to do for Him. and how far i would really go for His Name. this time it's not just saying the words but putting them into my own actions. above all, i know that He sees my heart and my deepest desire in serving Him with everything that i have. even if this world doesn't see or know. because at the end of the day, only God matters, really. =)

An End And A New Beginning

It has been about a year plus ago when Joel started the break dance class in my church. and now is the time to move on from there. and after 9 months of hardcore break dance training, i am a little afraid to put an end to things ahead. you know, afraid that i might not be able to move on or something. as right from the beginning, i decided to break for God alone and therefore i'll surrender break dancing into God's hands. knowing that He's in all control and so i don't really know where are all this are going to. it just feels complicated and a little insecure deep down. but nevertheless, i still have faith in God, as always.

today, Joel will be starting a new intensive dance training for the G4G group. i am honestly looking forward to this all new training but in the mean time, there are a couple of circumstances and obstacles to overcome. well, it's always a challenging journey living for God. and i know better than anything that He is with me. so i've got no reason at all to give up. i know i'll pull through with Him. and this time too, come what may. =)

Breakin' For JC

Today was the last breakdance class with one of our instructor Mike which was held in church. as Joel has a greater vision and purpose for us, so we will be moving all the training to the Jazzercise Studio in KL. but as to the schedule of the classes, it's still not really confirmed. nevertheless, hope that this will be able to work out as all of us together with other passionate christian dancers can come together and groove for God!! like Joel's vision for the team G4G, Grooving 4 God. anyhow, all of us turned out at today's class. hehe. we ran through everything we learnt. from the down rock to all the freezes and all. so was quite tiring. haha. but it was fun and it feels good when you can hold the stands and freezes. at least you know that there's improvement and also achievement. hehe. but i'm gonna miss our instructor Mike, as he has been our instructor for quite some time. perhaps more that 6 months or more i guess. and he stayed with us longest. so we're all really very comfortable with him already. you know, just used to him with us. anyway, i'm looking forward to Joel's new trainings though. as we always need to move on, into more intensive trainings and all, so that we may be able to really glorify God in the end!! Always breakin' for JC!! = P

Sweet Company

i had a great time with Xue today. hehe. though the movie wasn't that great but the company was really very enjoyable. haha. next time we'll go for a better one eh?? hehe. i'm really blessed to have so many good friends around me. really thank God for them. and thank God for Xue too. she's really a special girl and of course a nice friend. never thought i will meet someone like her again. hehe. i guess somehow we just clicked together. there's a special sparkle between us and our frienship grew stronger each day. just wanna remember this date we had together. i'll keep all our sweet memories with me always. luv ya!! =P

Jan and i meet up last weekend. as we didn't really get to spent time together lately, i think it means alot for the both of us. well, true friends will grow together despite of time, diff backgrounds and all, isn't it?? and we also got to enjoy a nice movie. hehe. at least we loved it. haha. whatever it is, we know that we still got each other. will keep you in my prayers always Jan. stay strong and keep standing!! hehe. =)

Battle Of The Year '06

Yo!! it's time for Battle Of the Year again!! this year's BOTY was held in 1 Utama new wing extrance. was only able to make it for the finals on the 16th, yesterday. the 15th was the qualifiying round. there's one-on-one battle and battle of the crews. it was really an eye opener. never really thought that there'll be good breakers in Malaysia honestly. most of the breakdance videos on the net was from other countries. so was kind of unbelieveable to be able to see it live in Malaysia. haha. and i have to say that the breakers are talented. and to my surprise, i actually know the top breakers in Malaysia. met Zain during the CDFM persentation in Genting, also known as B-Boy Zen who won the champion title for the one-on-one battle. no doubt he's a top breaker. he deserves that title man. he amazed the crowd with all his power moves like flair, windmill, airtrack and all the air freezes and stands. but was a little disappointed cuz B-Boy Zech who was my instructor didn't manage to get into the final. he really good skills and is a really good breaker but somehow he was just a little unlucky. haih. but anyway, his team won the Team Battle. Special Force Dator from Urban Groove won the champion title for the Team Battle. and Zain was in the crew too. so obviously as Joel's student, i'll definately support the breakers from UG. hehe. and congrats to Joel as his team of UG boys won in both the categories. it's really great achievements. met with Joel and had a few words with him but was too caught up to find a good spot to record the competition cuz that time was close to the final battles already. so i sort of like walked away in a hurry. but only to realize now that it was the perfect time to take a pic with him actually. cuz we were just at the side. missed it!! argh. haha. well, what to do, can only hope for the next time. anyway, i am really motivated in breaking!! =)

well, also sent AW off, back to Aus yesterday morning. though she only stayed in Mal for about 3 weeks plus, but was glad to meet up with her and WY the day before yesterday. as AW was leaving the next day, so the 3 of us really enjoyed the time we can spent that day. i really had a great time with my 2 dear "Lou Po"s. hehe. as usual, we took the sticker photo. looks like it became the thing we must do everything AW comes back home. hehe. aiyo, now i'm missing them already. can't wait till AW comes back in Nov and the next time i can meet up with WY and her. haha. do take care gurls!! =P

CDFM International Conference '06

It has really been a long time since i'd perform for God. and this time not through AFC but it's as CDFM team instead. so it was a total diff experience honestly. nevertheless, i really longed to perform in Jesus' Name!! you know just to have the joy of dancing for the Big Guy up there, is somthing i will trade with anything i have. unless you're focused on God alone and not distracted by pride, only you'll be able to have the really joy of dancing. and it's this joy was simply amazing. you can even imagine God looking down from heaven with a smile on His face!! this trip to Genting on the Malaysian Night which is on the 10th was really diff. and it'll be an unforgetable one. as our instructor was non other than Joel Tan himself. we trained for this event about 2 months ago. and during the presentation, Joel were there too. so it's my first time performing "together" which our instructor, therefore it means alot. hehe. but anyway, i know my purpose. just that his presence was more like a support to all of us. once again, really thank God for this opportunity to dance in His Name!! and after our item, Joel and his boys performed break dancing. and it's also my first time watching Joel perform, so it was really cool and nice. haha. no doubt Joel is a good dancer. and my last first time is, i'd finally got to snap a pic with Joel. haha. after knowing him like 1 year?? hehe. no forgetting Zech who was one of our instructors too. btw, another highlight was before the presentation, the few of us was doing our warm ups and Joel and his boys came and joined us. so we saw them doing all their power moves, from flair to windmill to air track and so on. its was really good wei!! haha. no doubt they can really break. hehe. and ohh, it was chill up there too. haha. i really had a great time!! =P

I'm Back

Phew, i know i had been missing in action for 2 months. hehe. but good news is, i'm back again!! haha. so how things been going?? suddenly, it's such a big question to me. hehe. yeah. alot happened in just 2 months. well, this is life i guess. haha. now i don't know where to start. hmm, sounds familiar. anyway, will try things slowly. okay, i'm having holidays now. but sad to say that today is the last day. haih. and the best part is, i'm starting out with exams next week. honestly, really don't feel like it. haha. after 2 weeks of holiday, who will huh?? hehe. anyhow, i better get going now. need to study. oh, this really doesn't sound like me eh?? well, you got to get use to it. at least for this year. haha. nevertheless, its great to be back!! take care y'all!! =P

To Let Go

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more.......

Thank You

Thank you for you love throughout the years.
How else could i become what i've become?
All your plans and hopes and even fears
Now come together in what i have done.
Know that i am grateful for your love.
Your hard work is mirrored now in mine.
On you all my accomplishments must shine.
Underneath my pride, your spirits move.