Sunday 27 August 2006

Been Thinking

I knew right from the start that this G4G Intensive Training is never gonna be easy. just that i didn't know that it's gonna be so though. before it started there was the financial problem but that was settled by GOD's grace and i really believe that it's GOD's will for me to join this ministry. and finally i'm really learning how to dance. we're training on street dancing now. one day Joel told all of us where our standards are up to. i really think that it's a good thing to know where your standard is so that you can improve yourself. i couldn't agree more to that. and so he said that i've got no style and rhythm. i've got a long way to go and i need to put in alot of effort in order to improve. well, the truth is, it's not that i don't want to put in any effort. it's just that time is really not on my side. i really cannot afford to screw my studies. i believe GOD doesn't want me to neglect my studies either. and been trying hard to find the balance between both. just like how i persevered in breaking, i know that i can also press on in street dancing but now its like that wrong time and all. plus i really wanna do it for GOD. was really in a dilemma. but Joel did say that i'm the most potiential B-Girl. well again, this road in breaking is gonna be long and though too. for now it seems that i can't really move on ahead. so there's the question, to be or not to be?

剪了一头短发,换个心情...

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