Fly Away With You

You're flying in a few hours time, and though we spent each second left together, but it felt like we're miles apart already. D, just want you to know that i would really love to go with you, i really do. but there are things that i can't just leave behind like that. okay, maybe like you said, those were excuses, i have to admit it is partly true. but it's not totally also. you know i will sacrifice anything for you, whenever or whatever i can. i know this trip means alot to you, to us. and you know i was almost in tears when you told me about your whole plan. i guess you're my best listener on earth right now. it's almost like you can read my mind. freaky but amazing at the same time. and i truly appreciate it. honestly, i would rather just forget about everything on my mind now, and hop on the plane with you. cuz we'll never know what the future holds, so all we can do is treasure each other, every single moment we have. but i don't wanna make the wrong choices. and what if we both felt that somethings wrong after boarding the plane? it would have been too late already. i have to keep a clear state of mind right now. looking at the things on my hands, i really can't just leave it all like that and fly away. D, that's the reason i'm staying and nothing else okay. just like i've told you. so i wrote this here just to give you the assurance and reminder no matter where you will be. i really really really thank you for everything you've done for me in the past 200 days. hope you'll have a great holiday ya. make sure you enjoy yourself. go and have fun so that the next time round, you'll know where to take me. and i'm missing you already. hehe. but most importantly, i'll be praying for safe journey mercies for you and your family. have a blast dear!! hugs hugs!! love ya always!! ^.^