Saturday 14 October 2006

Onerous

Don't really know where to start but i want all this to be written as a reminder for the future, as a lesson i guess. well, good and bad things can happen together, within a day. and it really feels complicated to have mixed feelings. don't even know what am i feeling right now. can't find any words to say. perhaps things would have been better if i no longer can feel anything?? if my life ended yesterday. too bad it hasn't somehow. but i'm glad it's not. don't know why. or maybe i shouldn't?? by the way, just realized that it was Friday, the 13th. right. whatever la. but don't worry, i'm ok if you're wandering. it was just an accident. that's all. yeah. that's all. but it's my first, so can't help it for being emo. hope that this will be the last. well, not really sure if it is. haha.

anyway, yesterday was craziness. yeah, this word somehow sums it all. actually, went yam cha with friends on thursday night and we hanged out till midnight. so it was Friday already. and believe me when i say we really hanged out till very late in the early morning. haha. but we didn't go places we weren't supposed to go. hehe. i really had a great time and enjoyed myself. was really stress free. but it was only at that time of the day la. haha. whatever it is, at least it's one thing that is good which happened yesterday. got some pics, but not really in the mood to post them up right now, just give me some time ya. i really need time to chill now, honestly. well, do take good care you guys. =)

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